August Challenge Magazine

Oh I almost forgot to share the poem I wrote for Big Daddy is in the August issue of The Challenge Magazine!!!

I was really surprised to find it there 2nd on the page

TOTALLY AWESOME 

XXX

BEEN AWHILE

wow been awhile since Ive blogged...

sitting here messing with an old bicycle bell LOVE IT 

so lets catch up :)

I went to Alfred Angelo Sat. Aug 11th to try on wedding dresses, let me say Ive got 2 that I really like!

Its crazy thinking about planning mine and Big Daddys wedding, but so awesome I cant wait til we pick the day we want to get married!

besides dreaming and semi planning our wedding Ive been busy putting in apps, I should be starting work sometime next week an IM SUPER STOKED!!!!!!!

OH Im also selling Avon now.

things are looking up and I look forward to the future!

XXX

movin up in life n' it feels so GOOD!!!

WOW!!! been super busy this last week, moved into the house, unpacking "btw I dont like" well still unpacking lol and I just got my CPR certification! YAY ME :) 

   I absolutely love all my roommates and defiantly dreading Big Daddy going back out on the road soon but I know this is what needs to happen. Hopefully he'll get a local job soon so he'll be able to come home every night to me

which reminds me.................WE'RE ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im so happy and so very excited to become Big Daddy's wife one day :-D

to my future in-laws I love you guys so much and I'm so happy and proud to have had you guys in my life these past 5 years and super excited to have you as my mother n father in law and to Big Daddy's 2 brothers and sister you guys are amazing and I love you guys! 

so here's to planning a great wedding and even greater marriage to the man I've loved for so long 

I love you Big Daddy forever and always

XXX

LIFES CHANGING and WE'RE ENJOYING IT!

well its officially home time!!! 103 days out Id say Big Daddy deserves his rest :)

So, Im getting off the truck for good which is hard but this is what we have to do to live the life we both want. I think it'll be good, moved in with Big Daddy's bestfriend and wife and I gotta say Im enjoying it so far, its so nice being around women again n not just truckers lol

 gunna be getting a job and hopefully Big Daddy will be getting the local job he wants and deserves!!!

I've decided Im still going to blog but of course it wont be about the open road, just life and poetry! until next time enjoy every breath you have and love with all you've got!!

XXX

Bummer dude!

ok...I've been down for the last 5 days....Big Daddy told me I'm going to be getting off the truck the next time we get into town for home time, I knew this life on the road wouldn't last forever but I didn't think it would be over this quick. ugh no matter how I try n think of this situation it makes me sad, seriously sad! Like the only thing I like about it, is I get to have my lil' man Coco with me, he would be with us now but of course Big Daddy's company doesn't have a pet policy which they SHOULD!!! 

    Anyways there's my self pity party.....time to put my big girl pants on n get over it huh?

Im trying I really am.

    Until then Im gunna enjoy every second and I mean that

XXX

for my mom

                         MOM
It takes a special kind of person to be a mom.
One to love without holding back
makes you feel better when all else fails
With just a smile and a warm tender hug
   all worries and fears disappear
Mom your amazing, your beautiful,
   your who I hope to be
You loved me through all those childish attitudes
When I thought you couldn't love me more
  you did
Even as an adult Im still learning from you
I love you mom
  and pray one day Ill be a great mom like you
  forever n always
  your baby girl

Proud American

HAPPY 4TH of JULY EVERYONE!!!!! so tonight we are in a nice hotel, the view is amazing perfect for the fireworks tonight :) cant wait!! hope everyone is having a wonderful day and enjoying your family and friends....lets not forget the people who sacrificed their lives to give us the rights we all have, thank to the troops that are still fighting!
much love your way
XXX